Semi-Simple

I don't know why I am soo mad today. It doesn't make sense. I mean what the heck?! It's stupid. And here I am bitching about it....
But whatev.
I don't get it.
I hate this all.
I don't like this place. But who ever does like it?? I mean Jessica Alba didn't even like Albuquerque!
Oh well.

It's retarded. I don't fit in anywhere. Not even with my friends. And aren't you supposed to? It's wierd. Why can't I? I have some wierd interests. Well to some poeple they may seem normal but to the majority of the world...FREAK!!

And let's make it even better. My good friend Sherri is no longer going to school with me. She has decided to go to the D-home. It's terrible. That fact makes me wanna cry. I'm gonna miss her. She's one of the only friends that I have that I can be me. I'm a wierd crazy person that does some crazy ass shit!! And hardly that many people know that. And she's the only one that sees that. She's the laid back one, whereas, I'm going crazy. And it's usually the other way 'round when it comes with my friends. I hate this reality that I'm living in today. I usually just go with the flow but I can't anymore! I fucking hate it!!!!!!! I can't figure what's up and what's down.

And my daily routine.... How can anything be more pointless. I know that it's my fault but it's not like I can do anything. I don't have a car to just jump in and go wherever I please. I have to ask. And if it's no. It's no. I want to do something with and in my life but what is there? All I do is paint.

Closing out, I'm tired of it all. I would expand more and then you would know what this is all about. But I'd rather not and just keep it semi-simple.

P.S. Am I a slut??



-I'm out.