No right.

I just can't understand. It's like a repetitious saying that always comes from me. Don't you just hate it when you can't decide for yourself? Like every decision you make is the wrong one? That's the worst thing ever. It really isn't bad or wrong. It's just that at the time being it's going bad. But in the long run it's the best decision that could possibly be made. Sorry. It was just something that came into mind...anyways...that's not why I'm writing.

I here because of a certain guy. It's no one significant in my life. No one I care for or anything. In fact, he has lost all of my trust and respect. It's actually two guys...But no names will be given. I hate to be talking crap about guys especially when they're the best! But this just pisses me the fuck off. I can't stand it. So first there's the whole variable of trust when it comes to guys. I mean I trust them but is it so hard for a guy to trust the girl. I guess so. I mean...I'm one to talk. But with certain people?? I don't think so. It's ridiculous. I can't stand it. Ugh! I mean. You just don't go off and go into your ex-girl friend's e-mail and read every single message. Especially when you know that she's a good person! Honestly!! What the fuck is wrong with you?! She has other guy friends. Friends say they love each other. I say it to a lot of my friends. But I don't mean it anymore than a friend. And besides...why would you go through her e-mail after you two have broken up. And when you tell her about this you don't give her a fucking kiss on the cheek and break the fucking news on her. Yes, girls can be heartless. But not this one, she's a caring human being. Unlike me, I'm the one that should be told stuff like this...not her. She doesn't deserve it. Back to where I was... So if you break up aren't you supposed to let her go...especially if you really love her. I know it's harder than fuck but you know what....I've done it and it hurt SO bad. But things always turn out for the best. I let him go and now we are better friends. Breaking up is supposed to mean you and her moving on. Seeing other people, evaluate where you two both stood. You can't be so sure if it was love or not. Move on and see where it takes you. Don't go through her e-mails to see if she's with anybody else now... That's called stalking!!!!! HELLO!! Are you really that fucking stupid?! And if you were doing this when you two were a couple aren't you supposed to give each other trust and have "faith" in them?? And not spy in on their life and see what they're doing every ounce of their life?? What wrong with you?! And don't go running to someone you hate to tell your little problems to just so you can get the whole world to hate them. Just don't. There are no excuses for it. None whatsoever!! And the "friend"...why would you get involved?? You were the best-friend!! And hated this person who just came pouring out his itty bitty problems!! What ever happened to true friendship?? And love?!

Peace♥