Confident.

Hm...
I hate (or strongly dislike) Evy, yet I still love him. I have to move on. So here I am. "Blogging" about it. I feel way better though. Now that I don't have to put up with his bull shit. I still try to figure out what I saw in him.... I guess I'll never know.
I have also just realized that I somehow attract jerks. The ones that seem all so sweet at first then... BAM! It all goes to Hell. I think I'm gonna quit for a long while. I don't care. I don't need affection to keep on living. I've gone so far without a lover. I can go on longer. Ha ha. So I'm glad. I'm feeling pretty "strong" right now. I know I can make it.
I have a lot of years still ahead of me. I'm eager to see what life has in for me. This is great.
I still have to finish High School and possibly college. That's what I have to worry about right now. Not some guy.
I have my friends. I have my faith. That's all I really need right now. Just some support from the people who care the most.
I'll be alright. I'll be okay.]




-All my love.